Hail The Queen.. Bitches..

2006-10-10T02:00:00.000+08:00

hi im back! im so plain lazy to blog now a dayz. anyways i just started work today.ya still in 7-11. but at a different place.. hai ya the same kind of thing like last place same old crap. to tired to go over details. its the fasting month and im feeling a bit tired. Eve i miss u... hahaha

2006-08-30T14:53:00.000+08:00

unfaithful

2006-08-30T14:18:00.000+08:00

im just getting paranoid of my family.

me and my sis can't stand my bro anymore. he is just one jerk asshole. we are the only noe who knows that he steals from my aunt. Its so obvious, tell me who in the right frame of mind saves money only to take cabs. you take cab cos u have money not bcos u have to save money to take one. its not like one time or from hougang to jurong, its to my grandma house thats in tamp. about 15 bucks each ride.( he so stupid he thinks theres only one way to tamp and thats by tpe. thats why its so damn expensive). when my dad says he should not take cab. he replied by saying if i late wait everyone scold me. stupid . no one will freaking kill you for being late and like your presence makes a difference. my grandma jus passed away rite so the whole family should be in like some greving mode but he made my parents to shame by making jokes and laughing loudly with the other small cuzzies. then kana scold by my uncle and granddad. shame.

well my mom i dont know wats got into her. yest my uncle came to my house to take a nap before his nite shift work and well i just finished cooking fried noddles and of course the rite thing to do is to offer some to him rite. well ok after he went and alll and my dad and mom came back from work. of course we told them that he came and all. u know whats my my moms reaction?
she said wah want free food and no home to sleep at ar...
god i was like where my mom what have you done to her, bitch!! issint hes family.

ok my dad just keeps irritating me while watching tv. actually he damn funny. he keep asking me so many questions about the show we are watching me and my sis got to re-act and tell him what happened and wat it means.

my sis just would not listen to me most of the times and sometimes she treats me like im brainless.

well im not showing all the bad eggs of the family and i dont like really hate them no matter what they are my family.

well after my grandma passed away and some things came to me. there's so many things and responsibilties comes by being the eldest guy in the family.i dont know how im gonna handle it. i wish i can run away from it or pass it to my bro.whats gonna happen when i die. its all so scary. well they say things and retribution happens when you die. im like thinking what might happen to me; the worst things. and im so totally scared.

2006-08-25T12:49:00.000+08:00

wow lots had happen for the last few days. mostly sad sad things.

ok, firstly went to my aunt's house for dinner last sat. me, my bro and my sis. everything went well, we ordered pizza and watched reruns of singapore idols.or so i thought. it was until next day that my mom found 100 bucks in my bro wallet. well ok this may sound nothing wrong but to me, my brother dosent work and the only source of money is from my mother. so to have 2 50 dollars notes is like impossible. his weekly allowance is 40 dollars and he hell cant possibly save money cos he will spent every cent of his money. and well the other day before going to my aunt's place i kind of raid his cupbord and no 50 dollars notes to be found in his wallet or anywhere. when my mother questioned him in my mind the only thing possible is that he stole from my aunt and its really possible and easy to do it cos we know where my aunt keeps her money. my brother denied that he took it form anyone or borowed money from anyone. he said he "saved" the money. ya rite. and my mother father buy it.
After this incident i remember the day before my aunt was like acting funny towards me. well told u that we ordered pizza rite. and she wanted dumplings and i forgot to order that and she was very mad at me for not ordering it( usually she will say nvrmind that kind of thing only). then towards the end of the nite she said to me if i want something ask, don't steal.and at that point i found it was funny why she said that to me. now i know she tought i took her money. damn my brother. and lately i always loose money in my room not once but quite a few times. i dont know what to say i just hope he relised that the money he took was someone's hard earned money and its totally not rite. furthermore my aunt is very very good towards us how could he repay this to her. i think my aunt knows her money is gone but she didnt make a fuss about it but the worst my aunt think its me. damn u.

ok to another much much more sad news. remember i went to my grandparents aniverssary. well after the event my grandma got sick and she was in and out of hospital for few times.she passed away on monday alone at the hospital.well before anyone could visit her. It was totally sad sad thing. well i was not that close with her. but to see all my other cousin so sad and crying i could not take it. i could not describe the feeling that was in everyone. it was just sad sad sad. well we all are going to miss her.

2006-08-18T12:07:00.000+08:00

im now like some kind of a fan of singapore idols. but yesterday's result just irritate the shit out of me. why the hell people vote out the best vocal in the competition. what the fuck that jokim son of a bitch asshole guy still doing there.he cant sing. god. are his fans all tone deaf.i think if he just stand on the stage and do his monkey dance without singing he will still be in. fuck shit. i so dont understand. really. the thing is that this week his singing really really suck. the song he sang was ruined. he sounds like a freaking shrek in the worst way possible. he is not improving at all like the other idols even jasmine did a good job. arrrr. i actually vote for matilda and she is out. fuck.

ok back to other things. ive got pictures from my grandparents anni the other day. thanks to my to be brother in law.

this is my family..

ok more pict will come soon cos its taking like taking like fooooreeeveer to upload. ok so long then.

2006-08-14T12:14:00.000+08:00

heys.
ppl im so free so free. im so free that im waiting for time to pass. im bored to hell at home. face my sister at home every day. ive become a tv freak. i know what is showing at what time on which channel at the back of my head. i will hogg the remote control and everyone will only watch my shows.
i love the oprah shows.
but im still bored. plz ask me out when u ppl are meeting or somthing.

2006-08-11T12:14:00.000+08:00

hi y'all. i dont know what to write. miss y'all

2006-07-28T11:34:00.000+08:00

well have few updates to write. last weekend was fun and sad one after another.
firstly my grandparents celebrated their 50th anniversary last saturday. celebrated hyatt at johore, we had dinner. the food was so so good. i totally pig out that day. it was so fun well actually my whole family made it so fun. the place was actually was very quiet as ppl are just eating away. then there a jazz band performing all of ues just sang with them. i mean we really sang out loud like we were in a rock consert.so fun. will poat some picts when i get it from my uncle.

well to one happy times to a very very sad one now.on sunday my cousin living in malaysia just died. he is just 12 years old. he died while riding his bike and hit a pole. OMG it was such a shocked. he is so so young. the last time i saw him was in the last week of jun. and he looked perfectly fine and so happy. i when back to malaysia for his wake. everyone esp my aunt was really sad. he was her only child. the weird thing is his bike is not damaged at all. god. i just pray that he is doing fine where ever he is now. bless him.

2006-07-21T11:58:00.000+08:00

we run this

2006-07-17T11:50:00.000+08:00

No Promises

2006-07-17T11:18:00.001+08:00

yesterday was durian day for me. went to my grandma place to have lunch. followed my aunt to change her wheels of her car . after that wwe went to geylang to buy the durians. loads and lots of them. we ended up having durians for dinner. one thing i hate about eating durians is that when u burp it stinks of durian. hate it.
then went home to watch 13 ghost. like that movie. like the naked woman ghost.

2006-07-14T11:56:00.000+08:00

daily routine:
-sleep
-eat
-watch TV

life is boring and at this rate i going to be so so fat before i enter NS. im so going to die.

2006-07-10T11:32:00.000+08:00

hey no life ppl ...
not been updating lately. the reason being is i did not pay my internet bills. well thanks to my very bad management of money.i onli know how to spend it on the things i want. well to me wat i want is the same as wat i need.dumb. out of job rite now which makes things worst. and i cant rely on my parents as they too have the bad money management syndrome. even my school fees had to be paid by my aunt . now thanks to them, in debt with her. hais. really just hope money will dorp from the sky.i wish!
well im not going ns soon i just defer it till next year. well now i feel thats not so good of a thing as i will go ns late and come out of it later than other ppl.. well i did it already so no turning back.
dread going to school sia. im like there is so no one to talk to. well gat to go now going to find some job. anyways anyone worked at starbucks or coffee bean before. how is it like? thinking of doing that.

2006-05-27T01:19:00.000+08:00

Clumziness

hai.. actually i have finished fixing my blog i dont know what happened my shout box is gone.hais i think have to redo again.Ok todae i wanted to blog is because i have noticed that i have become clumzy. it is so obvious especially at work. i dont know what got into me. At work i keep dropping things and knock things down. i so freaking hate it. it makes me look like an idiot. i would be so embarassed and i would be so worked out about it , which make things worst.
i have no idea the reason why i am acting like this. it is so frustrating. one fine example. just now, as i was having my dinner. i carried my plate with curry and was taking my phone from my room. as i was taking my phone, the curry dripp on my sister's head and pillow. i did not reliased that i was not holding my plate properly. god. can u imagine my sis hair. i felt stupid,funny and frustrating all at the same time.
i just hope this just not get worst. bye got to sleep now..chaios.

ive not been smoking for two weeks now. thats good. but the withdrawal symptoms are kicking in..
I wannnnnnt toooo smooookkkkkkeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-05-22T20:57:00.000+08:00

new skin but still under construction..

2006-05-22T04:05:00.000+08:00

Dance with me..

2006-05-21T23:20:00.000+08:00

lrt me tell you singaporeans are damn kiasu. damn kaisu. was on my way to home to day from work. was on the bus.well sat at the door side. which you can clearly see the bus stop.well at the bus stop opposite boarders. so there was lots of ppl there. so when my bus stops there i saw this handphone was left on the seat of the bus stop. i did not see who actually left the phone there. so seconds when the phone was left there, ppl at the bus stop was already eying the hp. god. you can totally see ppl there want the phone. to tally hilarious. i was laughing in the bus. theres this guy from the bus that i was taking actually alighted last min to have the chance to grab the phine. shit attitude. funny but disgusted by the behaviour.

hey s did u all catch SI just now.. was good man . the wired ppl are funny. some really made a fool of themself. the auditions was over. sould show more of the auditions... really like that part of the whole SI.

2006-05-21T03:52:00.000+08:00

Walk Away

2006-05-21T00:58:00.000+08:00

i cannot believed wat happened today at work. i trully believed tat you are my friend, my super close friend.but i relised today you are not. not at all. why my this always happen to me. when i put so much in the friendship and dont expect anything.. but wat i got? i got back stabbed.

wat did i ever do to you to deserve this. u call me names behind my back. hell. i respected you like you are my big sister. i cared for you when you were sick. i was there when you are lonely. i was there to comfort you when even ur boyfriend or your so called future be husband is not there or even your family hates you. i really do not know what i did wrong.

i really do not know wat to say. for goodness sake you are going to die. why are you doing this.now i believe tat what happen to you happen for a reason and u deserve it. god i cant believe that im saying all this to a person that is going to die.

i been sensing lately that something is wrong in the friendship. i thought i was beeing paranoid.. but i know now im not. well since u started this i will play along with it. you want to bitch with me i can be a better bitch. you wan to play a two-faced character with me i can paly it better. you wan to lie to me i can be a better liar. u think i buy your lame excuses. no bitch. i have thought about it and i dosent make sense at all. so you and your lame excuses can go and die i mean just literally die. just die and leave the world. it would be a better place without you.

im not going to loose anything anyways.. except a shit friend but who cares..

2006-05-20T05:10:00.000+08:00

Korean Karaoke

2006-05-20T03:21:00.000+08:00

no sharing

2006-05-20T03:09:00.000+08:00

Half

2006-05-20T02:52:00.000+08:00

spending time

2006-05-19T12:54:00.000+08:00

these few days been so freaking busy with work.. scince there's not many people left im the one doing all the extra stuff. audit for my store is comming and the boss is going to be trasnsfered out and a new one is coming in. so the fat ass wants to clear all his shit b4 handing over the store and to save his fat ass face. but who is reaslly doing alll the shit..... ME!!
few dasys back im doing magazine returns. god it was a hassel. take magazine frm store room. sort magazine by campanies. count each and everey different magazine. key in the numbers. put magazine in bags or boxes. sounds easy. tell u this it took me my whole shift to finish it, the whole eight freaking hours.
well the next day was a lot more worst. chocolate returns. god after doing this i have become traumatised im so not eating chocolates.esp m&m. yucks.unlike magazines, expired chocolate stinks like shit. so imagine me taking out chocolate stinking frm the store room which by the way expired on JAN 2005( the oldest one ive seen yet). there was like 4 gigantic boxes of those stinking things. the most fustrating part was some chocolates have already been "returned" and some have not.but they dont know which it is. so i have to go through it all over again against a list.
so disgusting. yucks .
so if u think...."would it be nice if life was like a bar of chocolate"
let me tell u this... HELL NO!! u will stink after u r expired!!

2006-05-09T15:00:00.000+08:00

hi everyone.. ive tried to bloged a few times actually but it seems mission impossible IV to publish it. so decided to just leave it and dont care..
just woke frm slp. yest after lect went to heren to visit yvonne. i so gat notthin to do if im not working.. then when for a little bit of shopping. there is so damn lots of things that i want but i just dont hav the money.. hias still want the DKNY be delicious green apple still hav not gotten it. still want a a puma or nike or any other brand shoulder bag still have not goten it. still want a psp still not gotten it. hais think alll this must wait till my next pay lor.

changed my handphone recently bought this no camera no mp3 hp.. i guess the hassel of getting the best hp with cool camera the mp3 function dosent bother me anymore. just wan a phone that just can sms and make calls furthermore im starting ns soon so its better not to use cam hp.
ok decided to get a haircut too yest went to far east but cant seem to find a good place so went back to sk Pro Trim to get it done. then went to my friends house at queenway which took 2 bloody long hours frm sk. when there to aconpany my boss to the hospital. reach TTSH at arnd 8 pm when to the A&E department. the service there is so damn bad. at 1230 am we still have not gotten my boss to be warded. damn. she could have died waiting. asses. so decided pang sey those ppl( which btw we had paid everythig for the consultation fee and the bed fee ) and to run to Alexandra. so ppl if u have and EMERGENCY dont go to TTSH cos u might die by wanting to finish ur regestration form. at Alexandra it onli took them abt 15 min to ward my boss. then me and my friend stayed to acompany her for the night. then the funniest and the most fustrating thg was the TTSH ppl called at 230am asking where were we.ive gopt notthin to say but its just plain rediculous.. well working later so taking another nap now. anyways ppl if u r free this thurs night at arnd 9 till late do come to mos. turning 20 soon so exciting and so old. hahahha bye peps. muacks

2006-04-24T07:54:00.000+08:00

just woke up super early. still have time to blog something. well going back to school to go for one hour of lecture.must start this semester wif the right foot. ok next thing. got my NS letter liao. will be going to tekong on 8 sept. tats like so nice time cos i will just finish the semester by then. thank god that i got in the army.. my dad is not too happy abt me going army, he wants me to go in police and sign on.. hhahaha now i cant.. im so happy... ok going back to school now. but things will be different there. all my friends will not be there.. miss u all lots..

2006-04-19T07:49:00.000+08:00

well hellow.

fun day it was yesterday, met pqk, eve, syl and fab, my closest poly friends. its been like forever scince i last saw them. but of coures i still remember how u all look like cos i have kept ur images in my heart so i would not loose it. bt as for syl she seems a little diff wif the tan and the 'becoming nicer' curls. u look gorgeous babes.
well had dinner wif them at this i nver step in b4 place that serves bad food bt cheap and i think for the first itme i did not finish wat i ordered. that place is so not recomended. bt anyways, as usal the never ending and never out of topics talks. well so missed those days.
wow now i have already miss u guys. and well i will agree to doing this so much often.

2006-04-12T03:35:00.000+08:00

these few days i been i little wired for me..
firstly i sleep and stay awake at wired time of the day. . i feel damn sleepy at 2pm and i will slp till 6pm. i stay awake at 12 am till 6am and go bck to sleep till 12pm. ( if u are confused by reading this im also confused by typing this)
i eat and feel hungry at wired times of the day..i have my lunch at 6pm while watching oprah show( the show rox man should watch it) i have my dinner at 9pm and while im awake in the wee hours in th emorning i feel damn hungry. like yest i was hungry at 5am in the morning and theres onli bread.. and now in eating KFC leftovers ( i so dig microwaves.. the chicken sitll taste damn good and hot after 1 min in it)
have not gone bck to wrk for days kind of happy abt it..

2006-04-10T00:44:00.000+08:00

well hello( say it with the brit assence ppl)...wat an intresting sunday it was. today my parents found lots of things about me.funny.found out i fail two modules and found abt my pircecing. the even funny thing is that i nvr kana wack. well abt the failing thing ya of course i will continue studying and abt the pircecing they told me to take it out bt who cares its been a year++ and now then u tell me. im still gonna put it every where i go except in the house which im not gonna spend much in.ill put it on till ns and pirce it bck after that. well not everything they found out they still dont know 2 thingsabt me.. i smoke and..
well gonna slp now and put back my bar bell (my pircecing is my nothing to do, play with it,and annoy the ppl arnd me, hobby and mmmooore.. hehehe) and it kind of funny to talk without my bar bell. now need to buy like some 'cammo' barbell or somthin'
miss u ppl so much if i see any of you will sure will hug u and kiss u all..muacks

2006-04-02T04:49:00.000+08:00

i recieved the biggest and the saddest news of my entire life yest... im not graduating....

why is this happening to me.. im crying my heart now. nvr expect this to happen to me. im going to die. now according to my mom im a disgrace to the family. i didnt expect that life down the road would be tis hard. i ashamed of myself. i cant even pass two papers to save my face. im totally sad and the saddest thing is there is no one here wif me. this is so unfair.

2006-03-18T17:04:00.000+08:00

wow look at the dust thats been collecting here. sorry ppl not been blogging.. anyways no one reads my blog so.. well been working nite shifts alone in my little work place.. well its hell very lonely to work in the wee hours in the nite all alone.the onli thing that keeps me company is the radio so big fan of shan wee(like real!). furthermore theres so much things to do in the short time spent of eight hours. have to rush everything.. hais.. and the night allowence is onli 10 bucks hell.. and your daily schdule would be all reverse cos u will be workin at nite and be sleeping in the daylight. haven got used to tat. well peps got to bounce out now.. wish me lick for my supp papers.. really wnt to graguate...

2006-03-06T01:44:00.000+08:00

hais according to the time. ppl who are going to redang are on their way... fark i so totally regretted for not going really. this sux so much. i really wan to go i will do anything to go there now. god this so fustrating. this is the last time i would see my poly friends and i let the chance to slip just like that. im so stupid.i wish i could turn back the time.. really.i starting to miss u ppl esp my close friends eve, syl,von, pqk and lots more. still cant get into my thick skull that poly lifeis so damn over. missed those days in tp. will treasure those moments in tp will all my friends. love u peps. missing all of u. hais..

2006-02-08T18:48:00.000+08:00

smting wrong

i've been skipping sch and not bother about sch anymore. part of me says dont care about school and the other says wat am i doing and thinking im so getting into trouble asshole. i really need help. for me things just seems to be happening at the wrong time. i feel that my life is useless. i really dont know wat to do wif my life. i need motivation . where all the motivation gone. wheres my determination. ive lost it all.ive been puting a strong front and ppl see that nothing is going wrong wif me. feel no one cares about me . i need love. i need someone.hate myself.im not having fun like i use to.
i dont know if im making sense cos i cant think anymore. bye now.

2006-01-18T00:46:00.000+08:00

wake up

im so really really mad at myself. so mad that i can kill myself. i wanted to go school todae but i woke up late. lesson starts at 10. i didnt woke up late like 10.15 or somthing, i woke up like freaking 12.30.WTF. arrr. the lesson is so over. i got to wake up(early) and smell the farking world.. im so gonna ffail this sem... im so dead. so dead.
so anyways when to work as they need staff todae. it dosen make things better. oh somthing intresting happened on the bus on my way to work... farking fat ugly gay guy trying to molest another guy.. farking funny.funny. and at work. theres no work to do. just standing behind the counter and doing nothinng but just reading all the mag. wat a total waste of time. really. saw qi yi wu todae the chanel 8 guy. farking dao(or tao. watever.)
k lah. byes peps. watever.
can someone slap me thousands times till i wake up from my long long dream.

2006-01-17T02:22:00.000+08:00

hi to all the ever faithfull readers of my blog... like there is..hahaha.this bloggy is like ben so abandon.srry ppl, cant find the intrest to blog any more. k lah here are some updates :

- well major project is fianally over
- stress is not unfotunately
-having lots of fun times with my friends at work
-again in the quest to make more money as im planning to get the hell out of this country and have a good deserved holiday
-busy building up my music library in my comp

ya thats all peps. i know my life ia boring. watever.
byes

2005-12-13T21:54:00.000+08:00

oh god i think its beemn ages since i last blog. srry lah ppl kind of lost the mood to blog. anyways.. now a days i been very stressed, with school esp. project assesmant is coming. term test coming.. stress. cant seem to get enough sleep. i just feel like being killed.. just kill someone... pls..

k lets for once look at the bright side fo things. X'mas is coming and i will be 'celebrating' (nt actually celebrating like the X'tians do) it this year with with the people at 7-11.. just cant wait for that..

2005-10-31T13:55:00.000+08:00

it has been so long since i last blogged. actually lots of things had happen for the last few weeks but i just dont wan to blog. the happiest and the most sad days of my life happened in the last few weeks. i want to tell but im not ready to. well this is the gist of it, i tot finally i would be in a relationship but it just slip off my fingers like holding a bar of soap. sadness..

well hari raya is just round the corner in, 3 days actually. its gonna be so much fun. cant wait. yest went to my aunt house and all the girs in the family were doing henna tattos on their hands, done pro-ly by this indian lady... all the designs she made was so beautiful. everyone had different designs on each of their hands.. and it just cost $10 for both hands. unlike if u go geylang it would cost u $8 for one hand...

ok lah till next time

2005-10-13T02:13:00.000+08:00

-levi's jeans
-levi's belt
-Rayban sunglass
-shoes
-contact lense
-shirts
-t-shirts
-color my hair
-new phone
-bag
-DKNY perfume
k this are all the things that i want to buy and do before Hari Raya.im ganna spent all my hard earn money.Hari Raya is the time to "yaya" to all my other cuzzzy and my aunts and uncles.cant wait to shop.cant wait for Hari Raya. and since i cant go overseas like some ppl, im going to enjoy shopping in singapoe

F.Y.I: Adzree did not actually did not write this post, its just the female side of him taking over.... till next time... haha.. byes muack....

2005-09-30T01:52:00.000+08:00

just got my hair cut todae. my hair is short now. its suppose to be a mohock but cos my hair is curly it dosent look like.. but anyways i like it. yea!!

i cant believe this. now im not helping juveniles buying cigg.. but they are buying my cigg. todae this sec sch boi(some more my bro sec sch) came to me and bought one stick of cigg for 50 cents. lol.. i cant believe this lor...

(...fark. i think i like my hairstylist....)

2005-09-28T02:32:00.000+08:00

ok just got my pay... those ppl paid me wrong.... tis $50 short....asshole... u know y my pay is short... cos there is illegal worker at my work place...this illegal worker( i dont want to mention who... but its our Sam oon's sister) does not have an account to put her pay... so the bosses puts the money at other ppl account(like mine)... farking ass... actually i dont mind they put money in my account but bloody haelll plz hav the decency to pay me correctly....dont just ask me to transfer $$$ to this account then my pay itself is short... bloody hell... dont blame the illegal worker too much(anyways me and me colleuges hate her).. this stupid bosses are at fault.... stupid...

one more thing.. this fat ass boss of mine( he likes/craves for/ loves/so into/still not giving up our dear Sam Oon F.Y.I) is farking irritating... i actually have written my schdule for this week and im supose to work alot lar.. but this farker cut down my working hours... asshole... i need money asshole...dosent he know that hari raya is coming... and i need money... not as if he is the one forking money out of his pocket and paying me... stupid...

( i need a new job)

2005-09-24T03:05:00.000+08:00

ok just like the last post... its a supper looong day todae... well just got back from work... i did double shifts todae 16 draggy loong hrs of work... but i dont know y but im still not sleepy and and not in the mood to sleep either... funny.... well as u all know i have been working my ass off to earn as much money this holidays... working long hours and everything... ya like PQK i need money tooo... arrrrrrrr...... this sux y cant just money drop from the sky.... lol... watever...

i wan to complain........ this few days i have been slaves to juveniles... they keep asking me to buy them ciggerets... this kind of irritates me.. just yesterday alone as i just finished work two seperate sec sch boys(i think) asked me to help them buy cigg... i dont mind actually but very irritating... y kana me.. ask other ppl lar... leave me alone ...they will come to me and say "abang can help me buy viceroy menthol"... then i will give the pathatic face and say "money?"... then im off helping them... dont they know if the police found them having ciggg they can kana catch tooo....funny....
but however ya i help them but i will not sell them cigg if im working k... i dont want kana fine... and fired k...

k to other things.. im missing my friends so much.... and the fasting month is coming... before i enter that state of becoming a very good muslim, i wan to go clubbing (farker i am).... k friends how about this coming fri... wan go.... if no one is going wif me i will go alone.....im so desperate.... lol.....

( ............in the state of desperation i will explode.......)

2005-09-16T16:54:00.000+08:00

yesterday was like a supper loong day... when to work at 11am.. pretty damn tired at work..got nothing to do but just plain tired.....been eating chocolate all day long... sick of it already.. then after work when to wei wei house to like give her a surprise on her birthday.. never did anything like this before surprising ppl at their doorstep in the middle of the nite... then me, eve , gc, eng meng, alvin, huixin, fab and wei wei when for supper at geylang.. like the beef noodle there. the rest also ordered forgs dish... i was like yucks... they told me it is very nice... taste like chicken... watever ppl to me its just gross... ya then this flannery and his friend, melvin or smt if i remember correctly, joined us... after eating we all explored the lorongs.. saw all the porst waiting for jobs... then the usual taking forever to decide wat to do next.. then went to wei wei house to play MJ wif GC, flannery and melvin till 7 am... actaully i dont want to play cos got no money wif me.. but watever lah i just play for fun cos long time have not played MJ liao.. luckly i won... yeh! but ya think its pure luck lor ... i still suck at MJ.. still can have short of tiles lar... and i think im such an asshole, i win big already dont let others win big... wtaever lah... k im going back to sleep.... byes...

2005-09-14T01:24:00.000+08:00

hai ya... all my work kakis are leaving soon... this is so not fun.... soon it will be me and all the newbies... think im going to also leave soon... can someone intro me some good jobs... im very lazy worker....less work and pay more are the kind of jobs i want.... ya i know... i wish rite..hai.... and btw are u all going to Zhi min b'dae party... actually i cant wait for it....

2005-09-10T02:04:00.000+08:00

well just came back from work and cant sleep... ya... so many things happened at work todae... well firstly there was the couple fight... its my friend and her boyfriend... wah lau... the boyfriend ar so farking childish sia... he tried to beat up my friend.. tried to throw a can of carlsberg at my friend... hai ya i dint actually see the fight...k my friend name is azizah and her boyfriend is daniel... both wrking at 7-11... the daniel guy is farking 26 years old sia and still act like a 5 year old kid... i think worst... he is the most petty guy in the world that i ever meet... when he fights with my friend he is the one that is crying... really cry like a baby... so childish stompping his feet and everything... god... and actually todae is not the first time saw them fighting... my friend makes a little bit mistake only he like angry alredy and the will come to my store and create a scene... but todae is the worst... my big boss was called and he came down and scoled the hell out of the guy but the daniel still crying like a pussy and still wants to hit my friend... he even treaten my other college.. then my boss cannot stand him and called the police... and that daniel kanna sack immediately.... man he is one childish, pussy, stupid guy....poor azizah..... just dump him lar... and get a restraining order...

then off to other things... there this "manager" that work the nite shift...all of us cannot tahan him sia.... he farking noisy sia ... why nvr top up the drinks.. this drink finish already ar... this mechine clean alredy or not... the cigg nvr tally.... fark lah shut up ur farking mouth.......

k peace and out....

2005-09-05T13:18:00.000+08:00

ok was suppose to come to sch at 10 todae but was late.. and Dr gargash gave me the wake up call...

Dr gargash: hello.. is mohd adzree there?

Me: yes(sleepy).. whos that?

Dr gargash: Dr gargash here

Me: (fully awake liao!) oh yes sir?

Dr gargash: wat time u coming?

Me: 10am sir

Dr gargash: but its already 10.30 so wat time u coming?

Me: (SHIT!!!) oh emm im on my way sir?

Dr gargash: i think u and the rest come at 5pm to meet me, plz pass the message to the rest..

Me: ok bye (LUCKY SHIT!!!)

ok that waz close man....ok now i will tell u the reason y i woke up late... my family and i played tai ti in the middle of the nite till 5 am.... wat the hell rite even my mom joined us... its funny playing wif them.... my parents esp my dad keep putting the wrong cards....wat sia then he play so freaking slow... funny funny.... kk

k ppl theres an anouncement i would like to make.... eherm

as the holidays are here i will be very busy working and stuff... so would'nt be blogging so much... k see u soon ppl... miss ya all...enjoy...

2005-09-01T17:37:00.000+08:00

ok 1 more day till SIP is over.. as SIP is ending, ppl are also slacking even more.. now ppl are watching movies, and newest game in BICU is UNO... this just proved one thing.. SIP sux and it is some boring shit.. k tml im going back to SKSS.. actually kind of dont wan to go, but i rather go out than staying in the CU.. but wat i hared from Martini is that skss is having a tighter security.. the old boy and grils may not even get to go in... well who cares.... ok i dont know wat to write already.. think im craping and writing nonsense.. k byez...

2005-08-31T10:08:00.000+08:00

SIp is over.... well in 2 days actually... but wat the hell its over for me... i think everyone will agree that SIP just drives us mad and crazy and nuts.... well the ppl in BICU i think are doing different project now... its the IN thing now... move a side Dota and Mapple.. SIMS2 is the in thing now.... hahaha... everyone is creating buliding their house in our little pleasentview... ming li's laptop is now being hogged by lots of ppl think its driving her nuts.... sill creating ppl ar... still building ar....

hoils are coming so its one meaning for me.. work and work till i faint and die... need money... more money.....

2005-08-29T10:04:00.000+08:00

This is ridiculous i just got my pay and im already broke.... cos my pay is only freaking $60....
all my plans to cut hair, pay my Hp bill and to go clubbing and to go for a short holiday are all gone..... this sux

2005-08-25T09:11:00.000+08:00

this is going out to the person farz whoever fuck u r... just read ur tag yest.. who the fucking hell think u are..ya i know the url kind of sux but who gives a shit abt it... for all i care i can name my blog: FARZ_IS_AN_ASSHOLE.blogspot.com and no one can fucking say anything abt it cos its my blog.. So u can just fuck off lah and bring ur fucking lame and stupid thinking with u asshole.. and yes asshole pple change as they like, unlike u, still childish.. u are so fucking living in the sec sch days.. wake up and smell the fucking world... i dont think u are like a part of my fucking life anymore so plz dont fucking bother me..fuck off plz..

2005-08-23T13:59:00.000+08:00

this is frustrating..... actually i already placed a super long entry but the stupid com showed "cannot find sever" thinggy.... shit.. then all was gone.....

k here i go again... yest went to TPSU AGM. it was quite a big event. it was the best AGM i ever attended ( not that i attened lots of AGM anyway). k lets go through the AGM and comment around... k firstly the AGM started late supposed to start at 6pm.. nvrmind thihnk there some problems... and btw i attended the AGM not as a guest but as production crew... me and eve was in charged of ONE follow spot haha.. funny... k so we and the rest waited like so long that ppl started to make noise... finally they started off with an indian dance. the dance was a little different, it was kind like of fusion of modern indian music and the traditional moves... Then MCs came out.. both of them are good looking but the guy is a little lame and the girl cant even pronounce the names of the EXco ppl properly... funny...
then they introduced the EXco members by showing this slide that was music-less for few minutes.. one by one they showed their faces.. act cute lar, ugly lar, lame lar, princess lar.. I think that Neo's photo was the best u know the pic from his election poster...
then came the hip hop dance as usual they are like so good even some of them are like new.. they came out with this creative outfit but a little idiot looking thou... haha...

i think my production crew skills are like rusty already cant even control a follow spot... eve we are lousy... k back to the AGM.. then comes the fianacial report for last year this was the longest and accompanied by a suprisingly boring and lousy presenter Alvin Neo( Mr vice u need to go for speech classes)... wow he just read and read the figures on the screen from the begining to the end... next the minutes review this is the shortest speech but it kinda show they are lousy.. cant really remember his name but he said it was like impromtu so he just ask two ppl from the audiences ( TPSU ppl of course ), one to propose the minutes and the other to close (or smting) the minutes... lousyness.. pls set some example lar.. this is suppose to be the biggest AGM in TP k... then the next and best presenter..the princesss.. thank god shes good even though she started of nervously after she pick up the pace she did well.. like her voice...
then the most intresting part of the whole AGM.. the QnA session..

firstly they thought that no one was going to ask anything but when the ball started rolling.. ppl started bombarding them... there was this one perticular guy think his name was Eric or smt from the X EXco member hes like insisting and questioning why the new committee did not have TP pagent as one of their projects.. he is just annoying and irritating lor and little that he know he was making a fool of himself... stupidity... your project your project lar their project their project lar... stupid.. want to see girls say lar... stupid....
then there was the ever boring guittar ensemb.. saw my friend,Alvi, actually he is good but i think he has to blend in and play boring songs with the rest of the group...

apart from the AGM i also encountered a ghostly thing..

2005-08-17T09:34:00.000+08:00

yesterday was a freking loooong day finish SIP as usual then help sylvia with her AGM thingsthen JB and syl dragged me to go to the dance AGM... felt like a bit out of place there cos they onli invite the dance ppl oni and im like no body... the ppl there was also thinking who is this guy... after the AGM we hang out at the student lounge very fun ar that place... ok wait i think its onli fun when onli 4 of u inside.... played pool , fooosball and the photo hunt.... then very late already all decided to go home... shared cab with fayanne and JB think not shared but fayanne kind of "drop us no the way"... then reach home...

while eating wif my family my da suddenly said" i want u to sign on with pollice"... as soon as the words registered in my mind i was like why must i... then he said " i'ts better, cos u will get a stable job stable imcome,ur pension will be taken care of...bla...bla...."......
huh wat he trying to do deciding for my future... i tot i was going to do that... i have already decided... its either biology degree or become a chef.... yah wanted to be a police officer but that was like when i am in pri sch.... i hope this topic will not be mentioned anymore cos i wan to decide myself...

2005-08-12T13:27:00.000+08:00

nows a day -_-||| ppl arnd me are getting crazy esp my dad... i dont noe wats got inta him??? think he had a very deprived childhood...he watches OC like some teenage kid.. he digs OC like hell. i cant even change the channel for just a while... OMg... im so bored to death with the show...but the funniest thing he is a bit slow to catch wat is going on abt the show .. so i will be the one to explain to him wats going on... and this just fustrates me like hell... all the jokes in the show dosen seem funny at all after that... lousy... i think watching TV in the house is becoming difficult now cos every one of us wants to watch diff things... mom wants to watch suria sis wants to watch ch8 my bro wants to watch central.... shitness..

2005-08-11T12:31:00.000+08:00

wats wif the tag board ar???? anybody????like spoil sey.... i wan to tag also cannot.... eve yours also....

2005-08-11T12:03:00.000+08:00

this year national day was a little bit diff from any other years.. usually i would stay at home and watch the parade and every thing but this year with having the heartland celebrations me and my sis when to the tampinese area there to watch the parade but actually my intention was to find eve they all but ya it was like so crowded and cant find them so i watch the show as well... quite fun lah mus say i feel like "im at padang that kind"...saw some celebs also got this malay celeb that i hate she looks so airhead think she so pretty and saw tis this news guy my sis said his name is Ken Teh or smting...then the journey how was like so slow... waited for bus at arnd 8.30 the 27 bus took like 15 min to come and furthermore the road near the celebration place was close so the bus must detour and it took super long to reach hougang. think if i walk i will reach faster...lousy....

k so to other stories... this few days of SIP totally, really, super duper, most definatly irritate the shit and hell out of me i can just break loose anytime if that person sclod me again... pls take a big mirror and practice on yourself first b4 u come to talk to me.... i know that i have not been doing much but wat have u done too... say im always not arnd but where are u... hai.. hai.. dont wan to say any more cos it will affect lots of things... hai.....

( saw the person i wan to meet most)

2005-08-08T16:51:00.000+08:00

had a lazy weekend... on sat actually i should wrk but off my my phone and act i not working.... rest the whole day... ZZZZ.. when to my auant place still boring... now i see that all my cuzzions are so young they are boring... hai quick gorw up ppl....
sun day was worst.... k cont later .. kahi is irritating the hell out out of me he is scolding me... hai sad

2005-08-08T16:10:00.001+08:00

on fri was madness... ccn day was madness... think we did well for ccn day the only stall selling bo bo sho.... everyone at the stall was busy, super busy... this bo bo sho thing is a sucess. yea!! there was actually a long Q at our stall and ppl are comming like non stop buying our bo bo sho.... daph was so Pro cooking the bo bo sho( u can quit the course and sell bo bo sho liao.... HAHAHA....). every one ws like super cooperative sia... we are the best... we still hav time to joke arnd like we make up this things like bo bo sho kosong( no chilli no mayo) funny... it was a huge sucess... we raaaawkkkssss.....

after that i was like super late to meet up with my friends... planned to go home and shower but they were all at city link already so have to rush and rush there with my bo bo sho smelling shirt... hai...then had dinner at thai express,I ordered the soft shell crab curry rice... our dish took super long to be served.. than the freakest thing happened out from a wall beside our table a small roach crawlled out... wat the helll.. lucky our food had not arrive yet if not we will get free meal... damn... then as usual we will take stupid and act cute photos in front of every one else eating and making a fool out of ourselves.. ..

showing our middle fingers...

another stupid pic when we at fish & Co

2005-08-04T17:20:00.000+08:00

yesterday when to watch charlie and the chocolate factory... ok lah the show... weird but funny... jonny depp looks freaky and the other characters look very cartoon.. in my opinion the whole show should be an animation than i would be better...em cont tml got to clock out byes

2005-08-02T17:09:00.000+08:00

my ulcers are killing me.... asss... shit ... cant tahan this any more....pain!!!!!

2005-08-01T16:55:00.000+08:00

ok hav not been blogging for days liao... its all bcos of my friend izah!!! akak where's the pic u promised to send me? fainted....

ok sip days i think are going to be over soon but my project is way way behind time..... fuck lor want to do things but still slagging... we are such assholes... im not suprised if we kena come back during the holidays.... but it was not 100% our fault cos after so much of researching than this gargash said we are way off track... now he come out wif this diagram and say we have to follow closely to it... shit lah ... enough said... SIP SUCKS!!!
i miss studying and mugging of exams....
cnt wait for last sem...

this few days been bugged by this stupid ulcer in my mouth like i had not enough to worry about.... yesterday put salt on the ulcer fucking pain... asshole...

(..looks good in formal..)

2005-07-20T05:54:00.000+08:00

WARNING!! SPOILLER ALERT!!For thoese reading Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince STOP reading this now!!!

just finished Harry Potter and the half-blood Prince yesterday.... wah its bett than the last book... well im going to give like some kind of a review of the book... the first few chapter the usual stuff... during summer b4 a new scool term... from there i can already kind of know that Snape is evil.. he is with the you-know-who's side... fucker... faker... harry was rite all along....he made an unbreakable vow(if broken he must die) with malfoy's mother to protect Draco... then the sch term start then harry found this potions book that belonged to a guy named half-blood prince...

A large part of the book is telling abt the one who must not be named's past and how he ventured to dark magic.... he was actually evil even b4 he knew that he was a wizard... and his life mission was to be immortal... he found a way to do this...the Horcruxes... a very very dark magic that one would split his soul and placed it in an object, so no one can kill him as part of his soul still remains in the object.... harry and dumbledore was studying this as it would help them fight you-know-who....

I find that this book has much more life than the last as love is in the air... Ron and hermione... harry and Ginny... hah how sweet... it also has humour too... like the last book there is also death of an important character... dumbledore... killled by non other than Snape... asshole... and in the end everyone found out that the half -blood prince is actually snape.... his mother name is Elieen Prince and his dad his dad a muggle Tobias Snape... like voldemort he was ashamed of this parentage and gave himself a new name half-blood prince.... hai... so sad dumbledore dead and they are thinking of closing down the school... wah can't really wait on wats going to happened in the comming book.... but nevertheless harry was still and more determined to kill voldermot...U go harry...Can't wait for the next book....

(...So many cute ones...)

2005-07-20T04:45:00.000+08:00

ok been like "busy " this few days.. no time to blog ar... ok let me fill u in... i was so looking forward to last weekend ... not working, trying to pay back my sleep and meet my friends ... but it didn't turn out like what i expected... firstly on sat was suppose to meet Iza and Wis at rnd 11 pm.. i was all eger to go...but at 5pm the meeting was cancelled... hai... but i have to get out of the house cos i really gat nottin to do... so remember tat my grandma want to give me money... decided to go visit her.. went there, got the money, lied to her tat im working, said bye to her....then went all the way to parkway parade.. jus walking arnd and seeing tis and tat... then mom called, told me to buy some stuff to make fish&chips... and my dad wants me to buy this Style mag cos he wants the sunglass... funny.. told him tat the sunglass is for girls but he still insist on buying it.. so wat the hell, bought it for him anyway... than just remember tat harry potter book just released... i think im too much a pottermaniac tat i spend my $50 tat my grandma gave me and bought the book... when i already paid for the book, I heard my grandma voice im my head...don't anyhow spend the money ok.. must learn how to save.. spend only on important things...hai.. y cant i save money.. now im all broke again... stupid... cant even make $50 last for few days...but watever wat was done is done... i cant refund the book rite...then went back arnd 10.30... my bro and sis was waiting for me to prepare fish&chips... actually i dont really know how to make them, but i must have this cooking instinct in me tat it turn out really good... and btw its not the ready made wan hor.....wah im a damn good cook man.. Hahaha... then started to read the first few chap of the harry potter book... wah didnt relised that it was alredy 4.30am... so much for wanting to repay my sleep... next day woke up very early for a Sunday... 10.30... wat the hell...my sis wants fish&chip for breakfast.... OMG just had it last nite.... watever... for the sake of my parents whom didnt get to taste it last nite... ok f&c AGAIN.... now im officially sick of it.... than continued to read HR.... till nite...ZZZZ... must wake up 7.30....

(...so close yet so far...)

2005-07-14T15:25:00.000+08:00

yesterday was just like any other SIP days... however went to TM wif von and mingLi they all. don't really know wat we doing there jus walking in and out of any shops...Then suddenly recieved sms for my long lost wrk friends.. Izah... wat its been a while tat ive seen her...one thing leads to another...than Hairwis (wrk friend also) called... wah three of us had a really good chat on the phone... wah really missed them... and this Sat we r going out.... YEA!!... can't wait for that.....so much things to talk abt ..... hai really can't wait....

ok... then ming li decided that Eunice needs piercing... wah she really funny... so takut.... keep screaming... Hahaha... took her 1 long hour to do it... really funny....the rest of us were like so malu standing there.... really malu.... finally she did it.... congrats Eunice... u look pretty now..Hehe...like the rest said, now can buy ear rings and boast to You qi liao... Hahaha....

2005-07-13T05:21:00.000+08:00

awkward.. really awkward... nvr i imagine it would be like tis.. tis sux.. don't noe how long i can tahan tis anymore...wish it would back to normal.. it really sux..

2005-07-12T12:51:00.000+08:00

wat a weekend... been thinking about things... ya i may hav over-reacted but i still stand on wat i said... apologies accepted.. but im the kind of person that doesn't forget... k lah wats over is over....
k moving on... wrking at Tangling Mall sure have its advantages( i think it is)... there u will get to see all kind of stuff/ppl... there are the weird ppl.. the other day saw this guy walking in his bath rope ONLY... funny i tell u... all the ppl arnd him were thinking wat is this guy doing..... He came to the shop looking for a shaver... haha... funny... ok ang moh guy, we all noe that Traders hotel is just the next building... but the mall is a public place... wat are this ang moh thinking... pls keep nudity in ur country only.... then just yesterday, tis middle aged couple(ang moh f.y.i) came in to the shop asking for this wine which i can't figure out... when the woman talk to me i saw TWO pairs of eyes... yes two... one is her normal eyes and the other are on her chest..... OMG her Freekking nipples are showing.... OMG.... i don't understand... shes wearing a bra yes and a jecket(a translucent one) and yet they are showing... and the funny thing is that her husband like doesn't care... did i say shes middle age and so not beautiful.... *YUCKS*... again keep nudity in ur own country.. Spore is not ready for all this... then there are the worst attitude in the world ppl... they think im working at 7-11, they can treat me like crap... then there are the well mannered ppl... usually the Japanese... they are so polite i tell u... even there is a language barrier, i noe wat they are trying very hard to say... then the famous ppl.. ppl like Krist Dianty(indon singer), the sultan Johore, the news presenter, the president.... next the gorgeous-busty- mini-skirt girls, the cute guys,the pros, the les, the gays..... and the list goes on.... There.. my work place Tangling Mall... weird but fun...and oh ya i forgot. todae is 7-11 day.. so...... Happy 7-11 Day!!!!

2005-07-08T16:30:00.000+08:00

Not Funny... Not Funny... Tis is going out to the childish person/s that misplaced my wallet... we are not in primary school... wake up U ASSHOLE( I think I kind of know who is it)... U should know that there are important things in a wallet...u could grow up for once and ask whose wallet it belonged to, rather than misplace it at some funny and stupid place... unlike u, my wallet is important even it does not contain money... lastly did I mention that u are such an asshole and for goodness sake pls grow up!!!!!!!!!
OK... enough of that...
WOW...Now i find that blogging is good cos i can release all my anger abt anything... wah that felt good..... ok hope tml would b a better day....Ermm i still cant figure out the tag thingy... haha.....

2005-07-07T12:11:00.000+08:00

yea!!! my own blog... ok now wat to write????really hav no idea.. i guess i can post any crap i wan.. k here it goes....
Another same SIP day... clock in, friendster, hotmail, slag, 10:00, break, slag.... and i actually did smt also solder tis MCT board(wow wat a progress!), slag, Lunch..... haha boring shit... to make things worst... tis CU i wrk in is crap... with tat Mr "X" arnd(can u talk any louder!!)...............wat to write????.......... hai ya k lah tats for todae.. will post better things nxt time.. pls support my blog k ppl...... bye